today my life begins

when i stopped writing about you,

then when i was tired of all my fantasies about you

i miss the times when you hug me

i miss the times when you lend me your shoulder for me

i miss the times you reassure me when i doubted

i miss the times you asked me to wait for you

i miss the times you asked me to accompany you there

i miss the times when you persuaded me to get back to you

i miss the times when you said you really love me and didn't want me to go

i miss the times you convinced me that we can get past all the stuff together

i miss the times when you hold me when i want to go from you

and i miss the times when i asked you to trust me

and i miss the times i waited you to come to my house

and i miss the times when i remove my tears for you

and i miss the times i cover up all my pain for us

and i miss the times i have survived for us

and i miss the times i left all the things that make me happy, for us

and i miss the times when i beat my ego for us

and i miss the times i was waiting for you here

and i miss the times i trust you

and i miss the times i asked you to go home

and i miss the times i was waiting for your return to be like before

and i miss the times i fear my eliminate about what you did there

and i miss the times i waited for a text from you, a call from you among all your busyness

and now i will stop writing abot you,

because i'm tired of all my fantasies about you