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every thing that be my decision, I never want to regret it. 

when I was in junior high school years, I have a friend,

a dear friend who has never scolded me, that my face was always gentle,

patient advised me,  that was always afraid when I get mad at him.

I love him, Ioved him dearly. but i decided not to fall in love with him that our friendship was never destroyed only because of love. I bury all my feeling, and I never will regret it.

me and my friend entered the same high school.

at the beginning of my school at the senior high school,

I know that he also harbored the same feelings with me from when we were in

junior high school. I am happy to have the same feelings with him​​. 

he and me mutually expressed, although we know that we will

never unite because he has a girlfriend. and I never regretted

the confession that I point out that I loved him.

although because of the recognition that we are away from each other,

like people who are hostile. no exchange of greetings,

don't talk to each other, ya like people who don't know each other.

about two years passed, my relationship with my best friend

was a bit better. we hadexchanged greetings, we had time to

gather together with friends during our junior high school.

 i tried removing my feelings to him. and I succeeded, I found someone who

I consider to bereplaced.

a new student transferred from another island.

I initially was not interested in him. because I think he is

a pompous, arrogant. lately my time at the senior high school

I was getting close to him. yeah started when he asked me to become

his best friend, since that time we often hang out together,

came home from school together. I got interested with him, but I'm

not sure Icould love him like my first love my best friend.

I spent day after day, week after week, month after month.

until finally we parted because I think he was not

faithful to me and often spent time with another woman. 

his mind not in me, maybe in another woman. 

maybe I was tooweak to not let it go. I've never regretted 

put him in my life even though it was painful for me. 

and now, our relationship improved. we are back to being friends

about four months I could just convince my heart to choose

a new person in my heart. my senior when i was the senior high school.

a former chairman of futsal. I think he is a goodman,

my friends also thinking the same with me. millions

hope that I had when I was with him. I convinced

myself that he would never leave me, will not betray me.

I am happy with him. I love him.

month we were together, then he should go to Yogyakarta to continuehis studies. 

I am sad but I believe myself that will not solve 

our distance. but I was wrong, the distance made 

​​us fight a lot. suspicions always disturb our relationship. 

when I had to leave my friends, so we don't fight continue. 

but he never wanted to keep the distance with his friend. 

then I think, maybe he was important in my life, 

but not vice versa. yeah i was never important to him, 

he was more than willing to lose I have to lose a little happiness there. 

I broke up with him, because I know if I stay in touch with him, 

I would feel more pain.

and now I want to start my new life. need not be too 

quick to get new people, but I would definitely look for someone who is best. 

thank you ever dye my life

and thanks, you guys taught me about many things. I'm sure all that happened to me, all you do to me, all of which I have passed made ​​me more mature to be